Trouble

The thing about staying home all day is that it's boring and agitating. I don't like seeing mom leave. When she leaves I open the cupboards and go through the trash, or eat the sugar, or just move things around. Somedays I just open every cupboard door so Cheddar can climb in whichever one he wants for a nap. It makes mom mad and sad so when she comes home I just hide upstairs until she cleans up, then we can be happy and love each other again. I do to want to make her unhappy, it's just so hard when she leaves. It's like I don't know what to do with myself because it hurts my insides. I'm trying to be a good girl. I just want to be with my mom.